The
letter laid next to her body---------------->>>
***The hurt and pain is
more than I can take anymore. After I write this, I WILL kill myself. If you
don't want to read this, don't; I won't care, but maybe somebody will read this,
and it will help someone else. No one tried to help me. No one cared about me.
Alright, maybe I shouldn't feel this way, but I don't want to go on living. So
Mother, Father, Marcela, Marisol, and Juan here is my "good-bye" to you.
I'm
scared, but I don't worry, cause it makes no
difference now. I don't know what death is like, or
if I will even go near heaven, but I don't want to stay here.
Mother,you took
my cd collection away to punish me when I was fifteen, and you never returned
them. Papa you tied me to a chair for ten hours when I was twelve. I haven't
forgot! Marcela, my dear older sister, full of lies; I 'll never forgive you.
Marisol, you are trash just like your sister. And Juan you are a pervert. My
whole family life was hell. I never felt love from any of you. And Carlos you
are a TRAITOR!!! Paula and Doc "G" where are you now ???
Cat, We're alike, me and cat. A couple of poor nameless
slobs. Cat, you are going to go with me.
Don't
bury me in my wedding{ha, ha} gown. My last request is to wear the pink chiffon
dress.
Ana Carolina Yanez 04/04/05 (5:30
P.M.)
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